startin' to get serious

They are having me send in all the info so they can run a background check.....don't figure they would do that unless they really want me....yay! Plus I was advised to read up on aviation history.....hee hee hee

update

Just talked to the recruiter at the museum, sounds like they want me for the job....he wants to touch base with the educational director and then call me again, so I don't know salary or anything right now....my internet research showed me that the current coordinator is a student, so if she could go to school full time and work this job I think I should be able to handle it....we'll see....

My heart is a trampoline

Miles is becoming such a Daddy's boy. Last night Mitch stayed at his brothers house for some pre-birthday hangin' out and when Miles came into our room this morning the first thing he says is, "papa?" I tell him that Papa is at Uncle Carters house, "I want papa".....oh boy.....

so later we are playing in the living room and this boy child of mine is mad at me because I am mean and took his puzzle away because he was standing on it....I look at him and I say, "Miles, I love you", he looks back at me with an angry scowl,

"No I love you"

ouch

but as a toddler tends to do he seems to have forgotten he is mad at me...he is currenly running around without any clothes yelling, "I'm Naked, I'm Naked!!!"

I guess he is my child after all....

waiting, waiting....

I had a phone interview this morning about the education coordinator job.....I meet them in person on Friday morning.....I think the guy liked me, I know they want to move fast. The job sounds perfect for me...I don't know what the schedule is like at this point, but how can it be worse than what I am working now? and it would be more money. Anyways, I am just biding my time until then....we will see, wish me luck universe.

There's a bright golden haze on the meadow

today is a day that started out shitty and got so much better from there. Started the day not wanting to go to work and then getting a migraine midmorning that incapacitated me for a good 20 minutes and then I just worked through the pain, with little to no sympathy from my manager....but then, I get a text from my dear husband that the job I applied for has left me a message wanting me to call them...woo hoo....doesn't mean I have it, but its a start......and then to top it off it looks like the vineyard deal is almost ready to actually close. I am so excited about that I can hardly say, but the biggest hurdle is getting this damn property, all the rest is just hardwork and elbow grease.....

and then, and then, and then :0P

emotional swing set

Who says mood swings can't be fun? I have had a downright shitty couple of days.....but tonight I took time for myself and went to see a friends band perform. Had quite a good time. Got to see some folks that I hadn't seen in awhile and of course enjoyed the music immensely. The band is good, I have to admit, and I think they could turn out really successful if they continue on the swing they are on. And I don't just say that because the bass player is one of my favorite people.

So back to me......(its all about me remember) - I am feeling pretty good right now. When I got home I jumped onto my computer and have now sent my resume to a couple of different places that have jobs that interest me....we'll see if anything comes of it.......not sure if it matters whether I hear from them or not, but the fact that I actually did it is huge for me. Most of the time I pass myself up for the job before I even finish reading the job description. One of them is an educational position with a local museum...the other is a production assistant for a local jewelry making company. The former would be a full time good paying job....the latter is part time but with the wage I could afford to find something else small to supplement and be fine and dandy.....feels good.

Anywho...I should sleep, I do after all have to work tomorrow.......ugh.

hmm...

a friend said to me the other day, "if you don't prevent it then you want it" so when my husband says, "we can risk it" of course I take him up on it. There is very little chance, due to timing and all, but there will be that question for the next month or so. "what if?"

random

there is a balance to my life, I suppose its that way for everyone, but since it is all about me I will focus on myself. Some days I am happy, others sad, others angry (bitchy rather) and others still with that blase feeling where nothing really matters.....with all that considered I suppose it equals out and that I am doing just fine and dandy. Nothing truly terrible has come along, while along the same lines nothing truly wonderous or joyful either.....I am surviving. A bit tired is all. I still have all my friends and they are fabulous as usual. If it weren't for them....well, I would probably be moping in bed right now.

thanks y'all......